January 13, 2009

becuz i want you all to know.

kasieemily:

[these are in no particular order so dont freak out about that, and i also know that i seem to say to everyone that i am always here for you. and i dont want you to think that i dont mean it as much becuz im saying it to everyone. i mean it just as much to everyone. i will try my hardest to be there when you need me and i know i can be there unless you all try to talk to me at the same time it may be a little difficult then but even then! i will do it =] haha ]

Heather Renee Voigt: you are my bestestest friendendend forever aeaeaeae… etc. haha you are the most important. dont forget that. i may have other friends and best friends but you are my first choice and the one i care most about. always and forever. no one can replace you. you know everything about me. i feel a certain kind of comfortableness i dont feel around anyone else and i love it and i dont ever want to let that go. i seriously dont think that i could live life without you. life would just suck. we dont talk as much and stuff anymore but we will. i will make sure of it! =] I LOVE YOU! sooooooo soooooooo much. you have no idea how grateful i am to have a friend like you. im always here for you. no matter what. forever and ever. amen. hugs for heather.

Jamie Shandy: oh my goodness girl. just about 4 months ago someone could have mentioned your name and i would automatically get in a horrible mood and i know you’re the same haha and now we are like inseperable best friends. its amazing how that worked out! ha i am soooooooo freaking happy to be your twin. even though you intimidate me =P lol but apart from that, we are like exactly the same and get along perfectly. we have thee BEST times ever together. i love how we already have about 500 inside jokes and we say them everytime we see each other and we just start cracking up and everyone is like trying to figure out whats so funny! its great. i dont think i could express how happy i am that we’re friends now. and you live like right down the street!!! =D thats just awesome. you are amazingly talented and you’re beautiful and caring and hilarious! and you mean soooooooo much to me. i am here for you no matter what. im just right down the street. you can call me up and i will run over to your house if you ever need me. i really would. and i hope you know that. and i also know you would do the same for me. and i love that. i dont ever want to lose you. i love you jamie =]

Katie Rose: we also used to be weird enemies haha it was just a misunderstanding for the most part. but im glad that we are such good friends now. you are truly a wonderful young woman. you are so pretty, whether you believe it or not. you’re very talented! and pretty freaking awesome altogether =] you make me laugh so hard. you make me smile and blush becuz of your ridiculous compliments haha but i love you. and i think we can become really great best friends. and i hope we do. dont sell yourself short. ever. i am here for you all the time. no matter what. you can send me a message. call me. whatever. i will put down whatever im doing and listen. thats whats friends are for. cheeeese friesss. <3

Kaysie Lee Hughey: my mashed potatoes!! =] i could not have made it through some hard times without you. i am SO happy we met …and becuz we were talking about dating andrew zirges!!! LOL oh goodnessss…and ever since then our hate for andrew brought us together to become best friends. and i am always here for you, to talk with, to laugh with, to randomly go places with, to cry with, to complain to…whatever. im here. i care about you and i want to hear about you. i love you kays. you are gorgeous, caring, funny, loving, and also a bitch which i like hahaha it helps us get along. we have had some great times and im looking forward to all the ones to come. bff <3

Max Salazar: boy. you are one of the greatest friends i could ever ask for. you are there to listen to me complain about my stupid problems when you have problems of your own . .. thats definitely not the easiest thing to do. and i know you’re always there for me and i sure hope you mean it when you say that you know that i am always here for you. cuz i sure as hell am. i love you max. and i love that i think of you as like my big brother. its great. im so happy that we’ve been friends for quite awhile and our friendship has just gotten stronger =] you are guna go places with all that talent that you stole from everyone!!! =P i am so very thankful that you are in my life.

Anthony Jordan Devaney: my best friend, my boyfriend, my other half, my soulmate. i love you more than anything and everything. you have changed my life in ways i cant even express. you are by far the most amazing person i have ever known and ever will know. its so hard to express how much i love you, how much i care about you, how happy i am to have you in my life, how much i adore you, how i look up to you, and how you are the most important person to me. words dont seem to measure up to what i really feel. i love how when you call me or i call you, my heart beats so fast and i get butterflies in my stomach. still. i love how when you hold my hand, i blush. i love how when you kiss me, tons of emotions just rush through my entire body and i cant think straight and nothing else is around but you. i love how when you hug me, i feel like im safe. i love how we are thinking the same thing at the same time. i love how happy you can make me. i love your smile. i love your laugh! i love your lips. i love you. all of you. all the time. i love how you changed my mind about getting married. i love how we can laugh so much together. i love how we play the piano together. i love your voice. i am always here for you ant. i really really am. im here to even hear about how you woke up ate cereal and then did nothing the rest of the day. im here to listen to anything. talk to me. i want you to. i want to listen. and i want to help you in every way that i can. you make me feel a way ive never felt before. and i dont ever want to lose that. ever. i know things are getting harder but remember all those times that we were so in love and so happy…do those feelings just go away when they’re that strong?? id say no. nothing can be perfect and unfortunately relationships are a lot of work. but i will work til the day that i die, for you. again and again and again, i am forever in love with you.

Kasie thank you so much!You have no idea how much this meant to me. you’re great. fo sho mo fo