December 10, 2009

procrastination

beautifulrepair:

Its an addiction.  Worse than nicotine or alcohol, its a drug of sorts that hooks the abuser the first time they try it.  Soon, one is willing to feed the addiction that soon becomes a habit.  This habit consumes them, taking its toll on their body little by little.  Next, the abuser finds that they no longer sleep because they’ve been surrendering to this obsession.  Now the painful realization that deadlines are soon approaching and their work is still not done sets in.  It is now that they see their fatal mistake, like a hunted bird, come crashing down. Hard.  Every decision that had taken priority over what should have been important catches up with them, and soon the abuser sees the blood on their hands and their smoking gun and they regret every minute that they chose to push what needed to be done aside for pleasures of the moment.

These same pleasures could have been enjoyed without the extra pain—both physical and mental—if the abuser had just done what they were supposed to in the first place.

My name is Emily and I am a procrastination addict.

My name is Heather and I am a procrastination addict.

February 8, 2009

so…

There’s this guy…and he means more to me than he can ever know…he’s amazing. I love him with all my heart and can’t seem to get him off my mind…when he’s not around I miss him more than ever.

He’s always there for me and I thank God every day that I have a guy like him to call mine.  God has plans for us I know it and I can’t wait to see what the future has in store for us.  He’s gonna be something when he gets older.  It’s impossible for someone with that amazing of a heart not to have big plans for the future.

Every second I spend with him is the new best time of my life…even through the bad I can’t imagine life without him and can’t fathom how I got so far before I met him.  he is truely incredible and he’ll argue with me for saying this but he is perfect.

I’ll never leave marc…no matter what is planned for us I’ll always be here…I never wanted to grow old with someone before I met you and now I can’t imagine anything better.

His family welcomes me like I’m one of them and that is something that I couldn’t ask for more…I’m truely blessed to have this amazing person in my life.

I love you forever…I’ll never leave…true story.

I was there =P

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February 5, 2009

so i know ive been nice to you

kaysielee:

kasieemily:

kaysielee:

kasieemily:

but you really need to suck it up and change

its rather annoying.

who?

ha im not guna tell you in public =P

haha myspace me!

I WANNA KNOW TOO!!! =]

February 4, 2009

so…

kasieemily:

beautifu1m3ss22:

kasieemily:

beautifu1m3ss22:

kasieemily:

beautifu1m3ss22:

My best friend is beautiful

true story…=]

whos your best friend … ???

she’s wonderful…she knows everything about me…i trust her with everything…yup yup =]

hmmmm… .that doesnt exactly answer my question…whos your best friend??? should i know about this person??

hmmm you actually know her better than I do…

is it  ME?!?!

fo sho mo fo

so…

kasieemily:

beautifu1m3ss22:

kasieemily:

beautifu1m3ss22:

My best friend is beautiful

true story…=]

whos your best friend … ???

she’s wonderful…she knows everything about me…i trust her with everything…yup yup =]

hmmmm… .that doesnt exactly answer my question…whos your best friend??? should i know about this person??

hmmm you actually know her better than I do…

so…

kasieemily:

beautifu1m3ss22:

My best friend is beautiful

true story…=]

whos your best friend … ???

she’s wonderful…she knows everything about me…i trust her with everything…yup yup =]

so…

My best friend is beautiful

true story…=]

January 31, 2009

i don’t

wanna deal with it any more…

January 22, 2009

today

kasieemily:

was supposed to be at least a semi good day…

and …

well… .

it really kinda wasnt… .

ha… .well… .whatever then.

i’m sorry…

January 15, 2009

I thought the cap was on!

  • (Kasie and Heather on the phone)
  • Heather: OMG I have a funny story.
  • Kasie: haha ok
  • Heather: Wooooo!
  • Kasie: Wow you're excited. haha!
  • Heather: Ok so today in psychology I sit next to Liz and i was drinking a power aide and we were watching a movie so I was looking at the tv and decided to shake my bottle. so I flip it over to my right and hear *splash*. . .
  • Kasie: haha oh dear
  • Heather: I thought the cap was on!!! so liz and I are like cracking up cuz theres power aide everywhere (luckily it didn't get on anyone.) and so liz helps me clean it up and ugh it was so embarrassing! haha
  • Kasie: hahaha. . .umm where's my phone. . .everything is in there. . .
  • Heather: Kas. Did you just say "Where's my phone?"?
  • *Pause*
  • Kasie: HAHAHA and I was just about to say "that's kinda like when you're looking for something and you're holding it in your hand!!" haha
  • Heather: wowwww haha yeah my mom does that all the time.
January 13, 2009

becuz i want you all to know.

kasieemily:

[these are in no particular order so dont freak out about that, and i also know that i seem to say to everyone that i am always here for you. and i dont want you to think that i dont mean it as much becuz im saying it to everyone. i mean it just as much to everyone. i will try my hardest to be there when you need me and i know i can be there unless you all try to talk to me at the same time it may be a little difficult then but even then! i will do it =] haha ]

Heather Renee Voigt: you are my bestestest friendendend forever aeaeaeae… etc. haha you are the most important. dont forget that. i may have other friends and best friends but you are my first choice and the one i care most about. always and forever. no one can replace you. you know everything about me. i feel a certain kind of comfortableness i dont feel around anyone else and i love it and i dont ever want to let that go. i seriously dont think that i could live life without you. life would just suck. we dont talk as much and stuff anymore but we will. i will make sure of it! =] I LOVE YOU! sooooooo soooooooo much. you have no idea how grateful i am to have a friend like you. im always here for you. no matter what. forever and ever. amen. hugs for heather.

Jamie Shandy: oh my goodness girl. just about 4 months ago someone could have mentioned your name and i would automatically get in a horrible mood and i know you’re the same haha and now we are like inseperable best friends. its amazing how that worked out! ha i am soooooooo freaking happy to be your twin. even though you intimidate me =P lol but apart from that, we are like exactly the same and get along perfectly. we have thee BEST times ever together. i love how we already have about 500 inside jokes and we say them everytime we see each other and we just start cracking up and everyone is like trying to figure out whats so funny! its great. i dont think i could express how happy i am that we’re friends now. and you live like right down the street!!! =D thats just awesome. you are amazingly talented and you’re beautiful and caring and hilarious! and you mean soooooooo much to me. i am here for you no matter what. im just right down the street. you can call me up and i will run over to your house if you ever need me. i really would. and i hope you know that. and i also know you would do the same for me. and i love that. i dont ever want to lose you. i love you jamie =]

Katie Rose: we also used to be weird enemies haha it was just a misunderstanding for the most part. but im glad that we are such good friends now. you are truly a wonderful young woman. you are so pretty, whether you believe it or not. you’re very talented! and pretty freaking awesome altogether =] you make me laugh so hard. you make me smile and blush becuz of your ridiculous compliments haha but i love you. and i think we can become really great best friends. and i hope we do. dont sell yourself short. ever. i am here for you all the time. no matter what. you can send me a message. call me. whatever. i will put down whatever im doing and listen. thats whats friends are for. cheeeese friesss. <3

Kaysie Lee Hughey: my mashed potatoes!! =] i could not have made it through some hard times without you. i am SO happy we met …and becuz we were talking about dating andrew zirges!!! LOL oh goodnessss…and ever since then our hate for andrew brought us together to become best friends. and i am always here for you, to talk with, to laugh with, to randomly go places with, to cry with, to complain to…whatever. im here. i care about you and i want to hear about you. i love you kays. you are gorgeous, caring, funny, loving, and also a bitch which i like hahaha it helps us get along. we have had some great times and im looking forward to all the ones to come. bff <3

Max Salazar: boy. you are one of the greatest friends i could ever ask for. you are there to listen to me complain about my stupid problems when you have problems of your own . .. thats definitely not the easiest thing to do. and i know you’re always there for me and i sure hope you mean it when you say that you know that i am always here for you. cuz i sure as hell am. i love you max. and i love that i think of you as like my big brother. its great. im so happy that we’ve been friends for quite awhile and our friendship has just gotten stronger =] you are guna go places with all that talent that you stole from everyone!!! =P i am so very thankful that you are in my life.

Anthony Jordan Devaney: my best friend, my boyfriend, my other half, my soulmate. i love you more than anything and everything. you have changed my life in ways i cant even express. you are by far the most amazing person i have ever known and ever will know. its so hard to express how much i love you, how much i care about you, how happy i am to have you in my life, how much i adore you, how i look up to you, and how you are the most important person to me. words dont seem to measure up to what i really feel. i love how when you call me or i call you, my heart beats so fast and i get butterflies in my stomach. still. i love how when you hold my hand, i blush. i love how when you kiss me, tons of emotions just rush through my entire body and i cant think straight and nothing else is around but you. i love how when you hug me, i feel like im safe. i love how we are thinking the same thing at the same time. i love how happy you can make me. i love your smile. i love your laugh! i love your lips. i love you. all of you. all the time. i love how you changed my mind about getting married. i love how we can laugh so much together. i love how we play the piano together. i love your voice. i am always here for you ant. i really really am. im here to even hear about how you woke up ate cereal and then did nothing the rest of the day. im here to listen to anything. talk to me. i want you to. i want to listen. and i want to help you in every way that i can. you make me feel a way ive never felt before. and i dont ever want to lose that. ever. i know things are getting harder but remember all those times that we were so in love and so happy…do those feelings just go away when they’re that strong?? id say no. nothing can be perfect and unfortunately relationships are a lot of work. but i will work til the day that i die, for you. again and again and again, i am forever in love with you.

Kasie thank you so much!You have no idea how much this meant to me. you’re great. fo sho mo fo

January 11, 2009

So there’s this girl…

and she is by far my best friend. She will never understand just how much she means to me and how much I love her. I don’t get to see her as much as I’d like to and I am jealous of the people who live close enough so they actually do. We have the best times together when we get to hang out. I know that she will never leave me. She’ll be there til’ the end no matter what and I know she’s always got my back. I know I don’t need to be bothered when she has so many other best friends because it’s only possible to have one bestestest friendendend.

True story.

I’ll never leave.

Cross my heart.

Me and Dad haha

  • Me: Yeah he's a really fun guy.
  • Dad: So he's multiple fungus?
  • Me: Huh? OH HAHAHAHA!
  • Dad: You said he's a fungi. . .
  • Mom: I don't get it. . .
January 7, 2009

lay all your love on me.

kasieemily:

i wasnt jealous before we met
now every woman i see is a potential threat
and im possessive, it isnt nice

youve heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
but now it isnt true
now everything is new
and all ive learned has overturned
i beg of you

dont go wasting your emotion
lay all your love on me

it was like shooting a sitting duck
a little smalltalk, a smile and baby i was stuck
i still dont know what youve done with me
a grown-up woman should never fall so easily
i feel a kind of fear
when i dont have you near

unsatisfied, i skip my pride
i beg you dear

dont go wasting your emotion
lay all your love on me
dont go sharing your devotion
lay all your love on me


ive had a few little love affairs
they didnt last very long and theyve been pretty scarce
i used to think that was sensible
it makes the truth even more incomprehensible
cause everything is new
and everything is you
and all ive learned has overturned
what can i do


Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Why live in reality when when we can live in your crazy world?!
Dr. Baker — Days of our Lives